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jenioctaviaWell its offical. Jeni is seriously sick right now. ._.
See I've actually been sick since Thursday, as I said in my posts durring my time at school when I was bitching about having a swollen throat and needing to do my final. Thing is...it went away late Friday evening when Beth and Forest came over, so I thought I was going to be fine. The whole weekend I was fine except for an excess of achiness that I just passed off as my athritis being dumb. Besides, we'd trecked all through Portland on Saturday, there was a good reason for my body to be acting like that.
So Sunday I went to bed after RPing with Casey and taking half an Endocet to help me sleep. I woke up the next morning at about ten-ish unable to move right. I was stumbling all over the place, dizzy as fuck, and I couldn't hardly swallow. Dreading that it might be a sinius infection from the feel of it, but praying it was just a bad cold gone out of control, I sprayed my throat with cloreseptic spray all day and kept my work down to a minimum, and slept quite a long time in to the day. By the time I was getting ready to go to bed, I was begging whoever might have been listening to make it go away...I need to job hunt, I can't be this sick!
Well, I am. This morning its been worse. I couldn't fall asleep for hours because it hurt to breathe laying down. When I did fall asleep, I was pulled awake every few hours by pain in my throat and neck, as its now all swollen too. I can't stop coughing, I can barely drink water, and I feel like I'm gonna pass out. ._.
I suppose for the sake of saving face in front of Mike I can always jobhunt online and keep slowly working on emptying boxes for the garage sale this weekend, but good fawking goddess I really feel like I'm gonna die. No insurance, no money...I'm fucked. That's all there is to it.
I want so bad to go crawl under my blankets and hide there for the rest of the day, but I can't. And the worst part about this...?
I want nothing more then for some one to be here to take care of me, but there's no one that can. ._.
See I've actually been sick since Thursday, as I said in my posts durring my time at school when I was bitching about having a swollen throat and needing to do my final. Thing is...it went away late Friday evening when Beth and Forest came over, so I thought I was going to be fine. The whole weekend I was fine except for an excess of achiness that I just passed off as my athritis being dumb. Besides, we'd trecked all through Portland on Saturday, there was a good reason for my body to be acting like that.
So Sunday I went to bed after RPing with Casey and taking half an Endocet to help me sleep. I woke up the next morning at about ten-ish unable to move right. I was stumbling all over the place, dizzy as fuck, and I couldn't hardly swallow. Dreading that it might be a sinius infection from the feel of it, but praying it was just a bad cold gone out of control, I sprayed my throat with cloreseptic spray all day and kept my work down to a minimum, and slept quite a long time in to the day. By the time I was getting ready to go to bed, I was begging whoever might have been listening to make it go away...I need to job hunt, I can't be this sick!
Well, I am. This morning its been worse. I couldn't fall asleep for hours because it hurt to breathe laying down. When I did fall asleep, I was pulled awake every few hours by pain in my throat and neck, as its now all swollen too. I can't stop coughing, I can barely drink water, and I feel like I'm gonna pass out. ._.
I suppose for the sake of saving face in front of Mike I can always jobhunt online and keep slowly working on emptying boxes for the garage sale this weekend, but good fawking goddess I really feel like I'm gonna die. No insurance, no money...I'm fucked. That's all there is to it.
I want so bad to go crawl under my blankets and hide there for the rest of the day, but I can't. And the worst part about this...?
I want nothing more then for some one to be here to take care of me, but there's no one that can. ._.
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Date: 2004-06-15 01:42 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-06-15 02:38 pm (UTC)