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Apr. 26th, 2004 03:11 pm
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Jacked from [livejournal.com profile] synfony who did this like...ages ago. I'm doing it now because I'm patiently waiting for some MIDI files Matt sent me to download.


What is your name?: Jeni
Are you named after anyone?: Oh boy...here's a long one. Okay Jennifer actually came from my mom's desire to name me Gwenivere (from the legend of King Arthur), but the fact that my dad wanted to nick name me JJ. So they settled on Jennifer, which is a derivitave of the original name. Dad came up with Janeene for the nickname (BTW, if anyone calls me that they die. kthx. x} ), and Mom still got her wish with an old English name, which was Octavia, from the Shakespear play A Mid Summer Night's Dream. @.@; Whew.
What's your screename?: Either Chiroay Toraah or JeniOctavia
Would you name a child of yours after you?: Fsk no. 'sides, I've already got names picked out.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: o.o; *stare*
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: I hate my first name, but I like my middle name. So I dunno.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: Jenni, Jenny, Jen, Jenn.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: Yes, if only to keep my father away from my royalty checks. >.>

Basics
Your gender:: Female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: Bi. x)
Single?: Unless you count Casey as a psudo-boyfriend, yes. o.o;
If not, do you want to be?: Meh. o.o;
Birthdate:: January 18th, 1984, 5:46 pm
Your age:: 20
Age you act:: 16. o.o;
Age you wish you were:: 10
Your height:: 5'8 and 3/4ths
Eye color::Bluegreen
Happy with it?: They change color, so yeah.
Hair color:: Brown, red, blonde, white...I think the only color not in there is black. And...other colors not found in nature. o.o;
Happy with it?: I need to get it redyed. e.e;
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Right.
Your living arrangement:: House. Alone. ;.;
Your family:: Adopted: Pam, Matt, Tanj. Biological. Well Mike's the only one left that I'll acknowlage. >.>;
Have any pets?: Just the cats that run around the neighborhood.
Whats your job?: Student.
Piercings?: None, my ears closed up.
Tattoos?: One, a Capircorn (old style) symbol on my ankle.
Obsessions?: Stargate, Daniel Jackson, Furcadia, Roleplaying, writing, singing, Mad Mad House, Harry Potter, anime, mangas, should I keep going? >.>;
Addictions?: Too many to name. A few of them bad. Like smoking. *baps own hand*
Do you speak another language?: I dabble a bit in Spanish and Japanese.
Have a favorite quote?: "Damn it Melborne! You're an idiot every day of the week, couldn't you have just taken one day off?!" ~Samantha Carter, Stargate SG-1 (There's tons more but nothing I can't think of off the top of my head)
Do you have a webpage?: Yes, but its in serious need of updating. www.freewebs.com/chiroaysplace

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: I tend to live in the past alot, which is a bad thing to do I know.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: For the most part.
Do you have any secrets?: A few.
Do you hate yourself?: Not as much as I used to.
Do you like your handwriting?: Hell no. Its the chickenscrach from hell is what it is.
Do you have any bad habits?: Tons!
What is the compliment you get from most people?: Something along the lines of "You're a (insert word here), but we still love you."
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: The Meloncholy Tale of a Young Witch, and Other Short Stoires (Yeah I totally ripped that off from Tim Burton's book. xD)
What's your biggest fear?: Not so much being alone as being abandoned.
Can you sing?: I'd like to think so.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: Why should I? >.>;
Are you a loner?: Loner? Try hermit.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: Getting through school without losing my mind.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Doubtful. o.o;
Are you a daredevil?: I'm more spontanious then anything.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I hate my body, I hate my depression, I hate most of my bad habits, and I hate the way that any tiny bit of tradgedy makes me a raving bitch to anyone and everyone.
Are you passive or agressive?: Agressive
Do you have a journal?: Yup. Yer lookin' at it, dolt. >.>;
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength: Being a loyal friend, no matter what happens. Weakness: Letting my depression get the better of me.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: Drop a few pounds, maybe become a bit more mature acting.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Everyone tells me that I am, I don't think so though.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: *coughs* Lets...not go there.
Do you think life has been good so far?: Well, I'm still alive. But that doesn't say a whole hell of a lot for all those I know who aren't anymore. I think that life tends to taunt me with all this drama and death around me, then constantly reminds me that there's no way in hell I can follow suit.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Sometimes you just have to slap life upside the head and tell it that you're not going to give up just yet, even when it wants you to.
What do you like the most about your body?: Everyone says I have a sexy voice. o.o;;;;;;;;;;
And least?: Everything. xD
Do you think you are good looking?: Fsk no.
Are you confident?: I'm confident in most of my abilites as an artist, but everything else might as well not be there.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Mentally, probably Christopher Snow from the Dean Koontz series (Fear Nothing/Seize the Night), cause he's learned that despite his short comings he can continue to live life from day to day. Physically...Rosane. xD
Are you perceived wrongly?: I stopped caring what people think of me. o.o;

Do You...
Smoke?: Unfortunately.
Do drugs?: No
Read the newspaper?: Occtially.
Pray?: I should do it more, but I don't.
Go to church?: Unless they've opened up a Pagan church somewhere, no.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: Until they annoy the hell outta me. xD
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yes. Vash. <3.<3
Take walks in the rain?: Alot.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: I can't say I really 'hate' anyone. I just have a lower tolerance for some then others.
Drive?: If I had a licence, I wouldn't be sitting here right now!
Like to drive fast?: See above

Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: Everyone else does. o.o;
Hurt yourself?: Yup
Been out of the country?: I would like to go someday, yes.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: The sushi resturant and my mother's look of digust count, right?
Been in love?: Honestly? Once.
Done drugs?: Few times
Gone skinny dipping?: Not in a million years you sicko. o_o;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
Had a medical emergency?: Lotsa stitches from stupid accidents.
Had surgery?: No
Ran away from home?: Yes
Played strip poker?: See the question about skinny dipping. >.>;
Gotten beaten up?: Quite a few times.
Beaten someone up?: Well it WAS self defence...all...five times. x.x
Been picked on?: Pssh. Who hasn't?
Been on stage?: Lots of times.
Slept outdoors?: Yup
Thought about suicide?: Many times
Pulled an all nighter?: Too many to remember.
If yes, what is your record?: I can only go two days. I'm a wuss.
Gone one day without food?: Yup.
Talked on the phone all night?: Several times.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Yup. Lotsa times.
Slept all day?: On and off.
Killed someone?: No.
Made out with a stranger?: ...well I made out with him then wound up dating him.
Had sex with a stranger?: ...
Thought you're going crazy?: ...I AM crazy.
Kissed the same sex?: Several times.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Haihai. I am Bi, after all.
Been betrayed?: Ugh. ._.
Had a dream that came true?: Some. Most of my dreams are too bizzare though.
Broken the law?: Okay I have driven without a license a few times, but its been up and down back roads to get a feel for that damned boat my mother inisited on getting. e.e;
Met a famous person?: Semi-famous, a few.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: Nope.
On purpose?: Nope. o.o;
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Maybe.
Stolen anything?: I used to be a terrible little theif when I was with my dad. Its a trait I've long since regretted and ceased.
Been on radio/tv?: I used to do a streaming radio show.
Been in a mosh-pit?: Almost was at the Evanescence concert.
Had a nervous breakdown?: Several.
Bungee jumped?: Eep. o.o
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Too many to name.

Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: Obviously there's intellegent life out there. We really can't be the only one.
Miracles?: Not really.
Astrology?: Yes.
Magic?: I practice it thank you very much.
God?: And Goddess.
Satan?: Nnnooot really...>.>
Santa?: No way. I know that was my parents.
Ghosts?: Hell yes!
Luck?: Meh. What luck?
Love at first sight?: No.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: It seems that at one point in time that was the case, but as of this century bad is seriously outweighing the good.
Witches?: Am one. x)
Easter bunny?: I'm 20, what do you take me for?
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: No, not really. Human's make mistakes. Its forgiving and working through them that make a lasting relationship.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: Um...No. >.>
Do you wish on stars?: I have in the past.

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: I'm really not sure what to believe in anymore, when it comes to that.
Do you think God has a gender?: That...would take me forever to answer.
Do you believe in organized religion?: I'm not a big fan of it.
Where do you think we go when we die?: ...okay, so not answering that.

Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Tons.
Who is your best friend?: Probably Casey. But several have gone beyond 'best friend' status and become my serrogate family.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Um...ohwow...probably...Pam.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: I've been given alot of advice.
Your favourite inside joke?: "He'd be good in bed" (LONG story. Maybe I'll tell it some time)
Thing you're picked on most about?: Being...odd.
Who's your longest known friend?: Pam. (10 years. ^^)
Newest?: Discordia.
Shyest?: Fu~
Funniest?: Everyone in my group has thier moments, but Casey's taking the cup so far with his comments on Stargate. XD
Sweetest?: Casey. <3
Closest?: Too many to count
Weirdest?: They're all fucking nuts, but probably Sam, who called me the day after Mom passed away out of the blue just to cheer me up by yelling random things in to the phone.
Smartest?: Matt. Defenately Matt.
Ditziest?: Corrin. xD I love you CorCor. <3
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Jeffy. ;.;
Last person you talked to online?: Matt, Cor, Poppy, Dora. o.o;
Who do you talk to most online?: Toss up between Matt and Casey.
Who are you on the phone with most?: Now days, Mike. But he's my actual brother, I'm knida obligated to talk to him.
Who do you trust most?: Casey.
Who listens to your problems?: ALmost all of them do, but Casey's been the one I lean on most lately.
Who do you fight most with?: Matt. ;.;
Who's the nicest?: Everyone has thier moments.
Who's the most outgoing?: All of them in thier own way.
Who's the best singer?: Pam.
Who's on your shit-list?: Amanda N, still, even after all this time. Though we're very very slowly making amends.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: ...*cough*
Who's your second family?: Pam, Matt, Tanj.
Do you always feel understood?: Not all the time. I don't think anyone does, all the time anyway.
Who's the loudest friend?: Mostly the younger ones, though Lani has been known to break a few decibles in the past.
Do you trust others easily?: yes.
Who's house were you last at?: Mike's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: Jeffy.
Do your friends know you?: I would like to think so.
Friend that lives farthest away:: Matt. o.o NYC.

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: I've been in relationships that were a mistake. Did I love them? Looking back, probably not.
What do you find romantic?: I'm..not much in to romance. e.e;
Turn-on?: Intellegence, caring, intrest in my hobbies/life/ect, some one I can have a long, thoughtful conversation with and still be able to laugh at silly little jokes with.
Turn-off?: Idiocy, tempermental attitudes, and hostility. Intolerance and being judgemental.
First kiss?: Nathan Wolf, 7th grade.
If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you how would you feel?: Shocked. And maybe mildly flattered.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: Yes, I would prefer it. Though I'm not opposed to a blind date.
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: I've never really noticed because I generally don't ask anyone out. I'm (shockshock) shy in that sense. Its just not something I can get the courage to do. o.o;
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: Love shouldn't be based on looks alone. Prime example, Azerith, my boyfriend from my Sophomore/Junior year. Not the best looking guy around but oh man I was so in love with him.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: e.e;;;
What is best about the opposite sex?: I...really don't know.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: The fact that they can be so unbelivably egotistical. Don't get me wrong, this isn't EVERY damn man on the planet, but a good majority of them. Seriously. Its annoying. Especially when they get the idea in thier head that they're not only God's gift to women, but mentally supiorior as well. Example: Liko'ral. ><;
What's the last present someone gave you?: Casey gave me Vash. <3
Are you in love?: Nah. I'm in a wierd sort of psudo-relationship with Casey but neither of us can figure out what it is. o.o; It has no name. It just IS. Damnit. x)
Do you consider your significant other hot?: ...what...signifigant other? o.O

Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: Mom. ;.;
You wanted to kill?: Mike. -.-;
That you laughed at?: Corrin and her lovely trip in to the wall. XD What, it was funny! Well the way she told it was.
That laughed at you?: Fsk if I know. I'm always doing dumb stuff that people laugh at. It was probably Pam, and probably when we got lost for the second time the other day.
That turned you on?: I sort of turned on Matt a few days ago, but it was just some uber pent up agression that needed to get out.
You went shopping with?: Pammy. I got a book. xD
That broke your heart?: Matt.
To disappoint you?: Matt.
To ask you out?: ...*stare*
To make you cry?: I can't really say "Mom" here, but I have been crying over her since...well...its been a good two months to start out with.
To brighten up your day?: Casey
That you thought about?: Mike. Why the fuck hasn't he called me? e.e;
You saw a movie with?: Mom. We saw Butterfly Effect together. ;.;
You talked to on the phone?: Um...Amanda called me on accident the other night.
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Casey.
You saw?: My bitchy neighbor. X.e
You lost?: ...Mom. *sigh*

Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: No.
Will it be with your significant other?: n/a
Or some random person?: Buh? o.O
What are you wearing right now?: One of Mom's stripey shirts and my faded bluejeans.
Body part you're touching right now:: My wrist is touching my thigh. I have horrible posture.
What are you worried about right now?: Where the hell I'm going to go after I get evicted. x.x;
What book are you reading?: 100 Wicked Little Witch Stories
What's on your mousepad?: Hogwarts Emblem in front of the castle.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: Dizzy. Tired. Emotionally exausted. Sore
Are you bored?: Meh. I have things I should be doing. e.e;
Are you tired?: Very.
Are you talking to anyone online?: In Furcadia, but not really talking.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: Nope.
Are you lonely or content?: Lonely. Very lonely.
Are you listening to music?: Always.



I'm gonna go pass out now. @.@;

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