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jenioctaviaYes I know...bad Jeni. But I can't decide on my 'place to describe'. Really. This is alot harder then it sounds at first. o.o;
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The CRUSH Side:
-Crush: Yeah, I've got one. What'sittoyeh. >.>;
-Girlfriend/Boyfriend: Pfft.
-If you could go out with anyone, who would it be: ...Casey. >.<
The PAST Side:
-Memory [thing]: Um...well...if you're talking about a memory from something I have...probably this beeswax candle stick that I have. It was a gift from my friend Gwen who passed away in 2002. I burned the first one before she died, but kept the other one after and I refuse to light it. I remember going to this really really really ritzy store in Klamath with her and grandma and seeing the beautiful candles, wanting one sooo badly. Gwen got it for me that very Christmas. <3 I miss you Gwen.
-If you could go back in time, where would you go: Mm..that's a hard one, 'cause I think all my experinces and situations, no matter how bad have brought a sense of strength to me. But if I had to chose, probably...Senior year, just before graduation. I would stop Amanda from betraying me, or atleast find out from her why.
-Memory you would like to forget: Seeing Mom in the hospital when I was 15.
-What'd you do yesterday: Went to class, made my first Photograms, came home and vegitated in front of the computer for a few hours.
-Last person you talked to on the phone: Mike. That's been the case lately.
-Last thing you said: Out loud? "Later, Mike." And that was hours ago. yay for being alone. e.e;
-Last song you listened to: Linda Ronstadt and James Ingram -Somewhere Out There ;~;
the FUTURE side:
-Where do you see yourself in ten years: Hopefully living in some nice house in Portland, probably in a rural area, working on another book while kittens and cats run around under my feet. Probably alone, but hey, whatever works.
-Who are you going to be married to: Me? Married? Not if I want to stop the Smith curse. >.>;
-How many kids: *shrugs*
-Your profession: Writer. Or teacher if it comes down to that.
-Future School: In college right now. Community, two year. Going to University when the credits are finally gained.
-Car of Your Dreams: Mustang, oh please. *.*
-Names of first born son or daughter: Well just my son's name, if I ever have kids. Matthias, after my brother. <3
the FAVORITE Side:
-TV show: Stargate SG-1, baby!
-Song: Song to Sing by Hanson
-Color: Blue
-Day of the week: Wednesday, cause I actually get to go somewhere.
-Holiday: Summer Solstice.
-Number: Fourty nine, Mike's Senior football number
-Sport to play: Walking. Cha~
-Sport to watch: Blech. >.> Only if its in a movie.
-Ice cream: Ben & Jerry's Cherry Garcia
-Candy: Carob chips.
-Channel: Cartoon Network/SciFi
-shampoo: Whatever is cheapest and doesn't make my hair go freaky
-Saturday Night Live quote: Haven't watched that show in years. But I have that Hanson episode from forever ago. I think one of the ones was something like "You made me play the song and now I'm having NIGHTMARES."
-Sports Team: ...Mighty Ducks of Anihem. ...What? They were good at one time...
-Actor/Actress: Milla Jahvavitch. <3.<3
-Non-alcoholic Drink: Diet Cola. ._.
-Alcoholic Drink: Sex on the Beach. Thanks Mom. xD
-Band/Singer: Evanescence/AMY LEE.
-Book: Harry Potter and Christopher Snow (Dean Koontz) series.
The ONE OR THE OTHER Side:
-*N Sync OR BSB: Backstreet Boys. Always have and always WILL be the first, you damn posers.
-Peanut butter OR Jelly: Jelly.
-Boxers OR Briefs: Boxers.
-Matt OR Ben: Who?
-MTV OR VH1: Only if I'm bored.
-Apples OR Oranges: Apples.
-Vanilla OR Chocolate: Chocolate.
-Flowers OR Candy: Flowers. Lilacs if you please. x)
-Dawson's Creek OR Felicity: ...die?
-Romantic, Comedy, Horror, OR other: Comedy, or romantic comedy.
-TV OR Radio: Radio, usually.
-Max and Liz OR Michael and Maria: ...why do I care?
-Joey and Pacey OR Joey and Dawson: ...again. Why do I care?
-Habla Espanol or Parlez Francais: Habla Espanol, if I HAVE to. >.>
The BELIEVE OR NOT Side:
-Do you believe in angels: Yeah.
-Aliens and spaceships: If there are aliens out there, which I'm sure there is, they'd probably be in galaxies that are several billion lightyears from us, so if they even had spaceships, I doubt they'd be taking time out of thier lives to travel all the way over here to our dumb planet.
-Heaven & Hell: Eh...no not really.
-God: God and Goddess thank you.
-Yourself: To a certain degree.
-Love at first Sight: Nope. Falling for a person yes, but falling in love without even knowing a person is just rediculous.
-True Love: ...for some people, there is. But its not for me.
-Soul Mates: Yes. I have one thanks. <3
the WHAT / WHERE / WHO side:
-Kind of shampoo do you use: ...I actually don't remember what's in there right now.
-Kind of soap do you use: I think its...Zest.
-Are you most scared of: Being completely alone.
-Car would you like to have: Mustang. <3
-Do you want to get married: Where? Maybe in Portland somewhere, like on the river. Who? Whoever I fall for I guess.
-Do you want to live: In Dibby's new house, in the basement, in solitude. <3.
-Do you want to have your honeymoon: Japan. :D
-Makes you laugh the most: Casey. Defenately Casey. x)
-Makes you smile: Probably Jeff, whenever I get to talk to him.
-Gives you a funny (good or bad) feeling when you see them: Casey. >.>;
The HAVE YOU EVER Side:
-Been on a plane: Several times.
-Cried in public: Sadly.
-Climbed a tree: Constantly when I was living with Dad.
-Fell asleep in a Movie Theater: Nope. Not to my recolection.
-Met a celebrity: Sorta. Jamie, Kerry, Keith, and Doug from a group called the Coats. They're not really famous, but very well known over here on the West Coast. And I talked to David Duchovony and the producer of the movie Evolution back in '02 in one of those offical chat thingies.
-Been scared to get a shot: I. Hate. Shots.
-Skipped school: *snorts* >)
-Gone out of the country: Nope.
The WHAT DO YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU HEAR Side:
-Bill Clinton: ...sex? o.o
-Dreams: Things that wierd me out and yet enlighten me at the same time. My etherreal sanctuary, my few means of escape from this world.
-Sex: ..please? ._.
-Whipped Cream: ...kinky.
-South Park: "RESPECT MY AUTHOR-ATAI!"
-Guys: Best friends
-Girls: Backstabbing, lying, cheating, manipulative bitches.
-Death: Jenrya, Miranda, Gwen, Hikari...
The WHICH WOULD YOU RATHER BE Side:
-Dog/Cat: Cat.
-Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate.
-Pen/Pencil: Pencil
-Boy/Girl: ...Girl. Even after all that shit I said.
the WHICH OF YOU'RE FRIENDS side: (AT SCHOOL):
Dude...everyone took this out. >.>;
The QUESTIONS THAT DON'T MATTER, BUT I'M STILL ASKING Side:
-Are you getting tired of this survey: Meh.
-Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Yes, Remmy-tiger.
-How many buddies do you have on your list: 39
-Do you like this survey: Its interesting. o.o
-One pillow or two, cotton or feather: Three, actually. Two cotton, one feather. Yay bad backs. e.e
-Last CD you bought: Santana - Shaman. Which I promptly LOST two months later on the Wilsonville bus. ._.
-Last movie you saw: Along Came a Spider. GOOD MOVIE.
-How long are you in the shower: Usually 20 minutes. Our shower sucks. I always feel like I'm gonna break my neck. e.e;
-How do you eat a Reese's Peanut Butter Cup: I pick off the top and eat it first. o.o
-What does your screen name mean?: Chiroay Toraah is a cute little bastardazation of the Japanese words 'shiroi' and 'tora' which put together mean "White Tiger". I used numberology and my birth number (5) to get the letters used.
-Right, Left, or Ambidextrous: Right. 'cause I SUCK.
-What is on your mouse pad: The Hogwarts Crest in front of Hogwarts Castle at night.
-What is under your bed: Mostly some clothes that keep getting shoved under there. I think that's where my cell phone is too. >.> It hasn't rang in a while.
-How many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie roll pop: I'm with Aif on this. your mother. x)
The HAVE YOU EVER Side:
-Been Kissed by a non-related person: Yes. I'm a SLUT damn it. x)
-Been In Love: ...I plead the fucking fifth.
-Had Alcohol: Hai.
-Done any kind of drug: ...yes. Once.
-Failed a grade: *coughs* Too many to remember.
-Skipped a grade: No cause I'm STUPID. Okay now I'm just being cynical. >.>'
-Sang and Danced while alone in your room: When am I NOT singing?
-Missed someone: Alot of people.
The WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU Side:
-Cried: This afternoon when talking to Matt.
-Told someone not related to you that you love them: Mm...yes. Not saying who though.
-You were on the phone: This afternoon.
-You laughed until you cried: Several times. Can't remember the last.
-You stayed home all weekend voluntarily: I do it all the time.
-Who are you thinkin of right now: Mom.
Okay this one was fromkafeichan
1. What is your middle name?: Janeen Octavia.
2. If you had been born the other sex, did your parents tell you what your name would have been?: Um, actually they knew it was a girl somehow from like...month one. @.@ Go figure.
3. Do you have children and if so, what are their names?: No.
4. If you were to ever have a child or more children, what would you name them?: If I had a son, I'd name him after my brother, Matthais. Dunno about girls though.
5. Most people know their mother's maiden name, but do you know your grandmother's maiden name?: Meatte on my father's side, Randall on my mother's side. I'm good. x)
6. Did you have an imaginary friend as a child?: Yeah. I don't remember who it was anymore. I kinda still do have them though. I've been told that muses count. o.o;
7. What was the name of your first pet?: Um...my first first pet? Hans and Franz. o_o; They were brother cats. Cute as hell.
8. If you have pet(s) now, what are their names?: I've got an outdoor cat who actually claimed me. Cracker.
9. What was the name of the first person you ever kissed?: Mike. x_X *gags* I hate him.
10. What was the name of the school you attended as a child?: Roosevelt Elementary, Furgeson Elementary, Sweetbriar Elementray. Chose one. >.>;
11. What was/is the name of your English teacher in high school?: ...I actually don't remember. There was three of them. @.@;
12. Do you name your vehicles? What are the name(s)?: My mom named our old Dautsun "Betty", and Mike's car has always been "Jessiha"
That's using one of my middle initals for each. Weird. x_x
I'm still wanting votes on my Photograms, if anyone would be so kind as to zip on over to my gallery and please check them out. x) (http://img34.photobucket.com/albums/v103/Chiroay/Photo%20I/)
Other then that...that's it. Off I go to meditate finally, get a shower, and hopefully crash for the night. Much love, all. <3
Stolen from
crescenttearsThe CRUSH Side:
-Crush: Yeah, I've got one. What'sittoyeh. >.>;
-Girlfriend/Boyfriend: Pfft.
-If you could go out with anyone, who would it be: ...Casey. >.<
The PAST Side:
-Memory [thing]: Um...well...if you're talking about a memory from something I have...probably this beeswax candle stick that I have. It was a gift from my friend Gwen who passed away in 2002. I burned the first one before she died, but kept the other one after and I refuse to light it. I remember going to this really really really ritzy store in Klamath with her and grandma and seeing the beautiful candles, wanting one sooo badly. Gwen got it for me that very Christmas. <3 I miss you Gwen.
-If you could go back in time, where would you go: Mm..that's a hard one, 'cause I think all my experinces and situations, no matter how bad have brought a sense of strength to me. But if I had to chose, probably...Senior year, just before graduation. I would stop Amanda from betraying me, or atleast find out from her why.
-Memory you would like to forget: Seeing Mom in the hospital when I was 15.
-What'd you do yesterday: Went to class, made my first Photograms, came home and vegitated in front of the computer for a few hours.
-Last person you talked to on the phone: Mike. That's been the case lately.
-Last thing you said: Out loud? "Later, Mike." And that was hours ago. yay for being alone. e.e;
-Last song you listened to: Linda Ronstadt and James Ingram -Somewhere Out There ;~;
the FUTURE side:
-Where do you see yourself in ten years: Hopefully living in some nice house in Portland, probably in a rural area, working on another book while kittens and cats run around under my feet. Probably alone, but hey, whatever works.
-Who are you going to be married to: Me? Married? Not if I want to stop the Smith curse. >.>;
-How many kids: *shrugs*
-Your profession: Writer. Or teacher if it comes down to that.
-Future School: In college right now. Community, two year. Going to University when the credits are finally gained.
-Car of Your Dreams: Mustang, oh please. *.*
-Names of first born son or daughter: Well just my son's name, if I ever have kids. Matthias, after my brother. <3
the FAVORITE Side:
-TV show: Stargate SG-1, baby!
-Song: Song to Sing by Hanson
-Color: Blue
-Day of the week: Wednesday, cause I actually get to go somewhere.
-Holiday: Summer Solstice.
-Number: Fourty nine, Mike's Senior football number
-Sport to play: Walking. Cha~
-Sport to watch: Blech. >.> Only if its in a movie.
-Ice cream: Ben & Jerry's Cherry Garcia
-Candy: Carob chips.
-Channel: Cartoon Network/SciFi
-shampoo: Whatever is cheapest and doesn't make my hair go freaky
-Saturday Night Live quote: Haven't watched that show in years. But I have that Hanson episode from forever ago. I think one of the ones was something like "You made me play the song and now I'm having NIGHTMARES."
-Sports Team: ...Mighty Ducks of Anihem. ...What? They were good at one time...
-Actor/Actress: Milla Jahvavitch. <3.<3
-Non-alcoholic Drink: Diet Cola. ._.
-Alcoholic Drink: Sex on the Beach. Thanks Mom. xD
-Band/Singer: Evanescence/AMY LEE.
-Book: Harry Potter and Christopher Snow (Dean Koontz) series.
The ONE OR THE OTHER Side:
-*N Sync OR BSB: Backstreet Boys. Always have and always WILL be the first, you damn posers.
-Peanut butter OR Jelly: Jelly.
-Boxers OR Briefs: Boxers.
-Matt OR Ben: Who?
-MTV OR VH1: Only if I'm bored.
-Apples OR Oranges: Apples.
-Vanilla OR Chocolate: Chocolate.
-Flowers OR Candy: Flowers. Lilacs if you please. x)
-Dawson's Creek OR Felicity: ...die?
-Romantic, Comedy, Horror, OR other: Comedy, or romantic comedy.
-TV OR Radio: Radio, usually.
-Max and Liz OR Michael and Maria: ...why do I care?
-Joey and Pacey OR Joey and Dawson: ...again. Why do I care?
-Habla Espanol or Parlez Francais: Habla Espanol, if I HAVE to. >.>
The BELIEVE OR NOT Side:
-Do you believe in angels: Yeah.
-Aliens and spaceships: If there are aliens out there, which I'm sure there is, they'd probably be in galaxies that are several billion lightyears from us, so if they even had spaceships, I doubt they'd be taking time out of thier lives to travel all the way over here to our dumb planet.
-Heaven & Hell: Eh...no not really.
-God: God and Goddess thank you.
-Yourself: To a certain degree.
-Love at first Sight: Nope. Falling for a person yes, but falling in love without even knowing a person is just rediculous.
-True Love: ...for some people, there is. But its not for me.
-Soul Mates: Yes. I have one thanks. <3
the WHAT / WHERE / WHO side:
-Kind of shampoo do you use: ...I actually don't remember what's in there right now.
-Kind of soap do you use: I think its...Zest.
-Are you most scared of: Being completely alone.
-Car would you like to have: Mustang. <3
-Do you want to get married: Where? Maybe in Portland somewhere, like on the river. Who? Whoever I fall for I guess.
-Do you want to live: In Dibby's new house, in the basement, in solitude. <3.
-Do you want to have your honeymoon: Japan. :D
-Makes you laugh the most: Casey. Defenately Casey. x)
-Makes you smile: Probably Jeff, whenever I get to talk to him.
-Gives you a funny (good or bad) feeling when you see them: Casey. >.>;
The HAVE YOU EVER Side:
-Been on a plane: Several times.
-Cried in public: Sadly.
-Climbed a tree: Constantly when I was living with Dad.
-Fell asleep in a Movie Theater: Nope. Not to my recolection.
-Met a celebrity: Sorta. Jamie, Kerry, Keith, and Doug from a group called the Coats. They're not really famous, but very well known over here on the West Coast. And I talked to David Duchovony and the producer of the movie Evolution back in '02 in one of those offical chat thingies.
-Been scared to get a shot: I. Hate. Shots.
-Skipped school: *snorts* >)
-Gone out of the country: Nope.
The WHAT DO YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU HEAR Side:
-Bill Clinton: ...sex? o.o
-Dreams: Things that wierd me out and yet enlighten me at the same time. My etherreal sanctuary, my few means of escape from this world.
-Sex: ..please? ._.
-Whipped Cream: ...kinky.
-South Park: "RESPECT MY AUTHOR-ATAI!"
-Guys: Best friends
-Girls: Backstabbing, lying, cheating, manipulative bitches.
-Death: Jenrya, Miranda, Gwen, Hikari...
The WHICH WOULD YOU RATHER BE Side:
-Dog/Cat: Cat.
-Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate.
-Pen/Pencil: Pencil
-Boy/Girl: ...Girl. Even after all that shit I said.
the WHICH OF YOU'RE FRIENDS side: (AT SCHOOL):
Dude...everyone took this out. >.>;
The QUESTIONS THAT DON'T MATTER, BUT I'M STILL ASKING Side:
-Are you getting tired of this survey: Meh.
-Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Yes, Remmy-tiger.
-How many buddies do you have on your list: 39
-Do you like this survey: Its interesting. o.o
-One pillow or two, cotton or feather: Three, actually. Two cotton, one feather. Yay bad backs. e.e
-Last CD you bought: Santana - Shaman. Which I promptly LOST two months later on the Wilsonville bus. ._.
-Last movie you saw: Along Came a Spider. GOOD MOVIE.
-How long are you in the shower: Usually 20 minutes. Our shower sucks. I always feel like I'm gonna break my neck. e.e;
-How do you eat a Reese's Peanut Butter Cup: I pick off the top and eat it first. o.o
-What does your screen name mean?: Chiroay Toraah is a cute little bastardazation of the Japanese words 'shiroi' and 'tora' which put together mean "White Tiger". I used numberology and my birth number (5) to get the letters used.
-Right, Left, or Ambidextrous: Right. 'cause I SUCK.
-What is on your mouse pad: The Hogwarts Crest in front of Hogwarts Castle at night.
-What is under your bed: Mostly some clothes that keep getting shoved under there. I think that's where my cell phone is too. >.> It hasn't rang in a while.
-How many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie roll pop: I'm with Aif on this. your mother. x)
The HAVE YOU EVER Side:
-Been Kissed by a non-related person: Yes. I'm a SLUT damn it. x)
-Been In Love: ...I plead the fucking fifth.
-Had Alcohol: Hai.
-Done any kind of drug: ...yes. Once.
-Failed a grade: *coughs* Too many to remember.
-Skipped a grade: No cause I'm STUPID. Okay now I'm just being cynical. >.>'
-Sang and Danced while alone in your room: When am I NOT singing?
-Missed someone: Alot of people.
The WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU Side:
-Cried: This afternoon when talking to Matt.
-Told someone not related to you that you love them: Mm...yes. Not saying who though.
-You were on the phone: This afternoon.
-You laughed until you cried: Several times. Can't remember the last.
-You stayed home all weekend voluntarily: I do it all the time.
-Who are you thinkin of right now: Mom.
Okay this one was from
kafeichan1. What is your middle name?: Janeen Octavia.
2. If you had been born the other sex, did your parents tell you what your name would have been?: Um, actually they knew it was a girl somehow from like...month one. @.@ Go figure.
3. Do you have children and if so, what are their names?: No.
4. If you were to ever have a child or more children, what would you name them?: If I had a son, I'd name him after my brother, Matthais. Dunno about girls though.
5. Most people know their mother's maiden name, but do you know your grandmother's maiden name?: Meatte on my father's side, Randall on my mother's side. I'm good. x)
6. Did you have an imaginary friend as a child?: Yeah. I don't remember who it was anymore. I kinda still do have them though. I've been told that muses count. o.o;
7. What was the name of your first pet?: Um...my first first pet? Hans and Franz. o_o; They were brother cats. Cute as hell.
8. If you have pet(s) now, what are their names?: I've got an outdoor cat who actually claimed me. Cracker.
9. What was the name of the first person you ever kissed?: Mike. x_X *gags* I hate him.
10. What was the name of the school you attended as a child?: Roosevelt Elementary, Furgeson Elementary, Sweetbriar Elementray. Chose one. >.>;
11. What was/is the name of your English teacher in high school?: ...I actually don't remember. There was three of them. @.@;
12. Do you name your vehicles? What are the name(s)?: My mom named our old Dautsun "Betty", and Mike's car has always been "Jessiha"
That's using one of my middle initals for each. Weird. x_x
I'm still wanting votes on my Photograms, if anyone would be so kind as to zip on over to my gallery and please check them out. x) (http://img34.photobucket.com/albums/v103/Chiroay/Photo%20I/)
Other then that...that's it. Off I go to meditate finally, get a shower, and hopefully crash for the night. Much love, all. <3