Heal the pain...

[jenioctavia]

I think maybe I'm being a bit too parinoid. I'm not even sure how I knew that was Casey in my dream...
But...the thing is...I did know. And I watched myself die in the least violent way ANY of my dreams have ever shown. But I was so young. It couldn't have been more then six months or so in the future. And he was crying...
I dunno...but seriously. That dream, the ending, has been bothering me. I can't figure it out. And I really really wish I could remember more. I didn't dream it again last night, but just before I woke up the image of Casey crying as I stopped breathing ran across my semi consious mind...kinda freaked me out.
I'm so tired right now...but I don't want to sleep. I've been sick on and off all day...and reoccuring migranes for the past two days along with my normal acheyness...
I have to go with Mom to Tualitin tomorrow...she'll whine if I don't go. But she promises lunch or some shit like that, and maybe we can run by Tigard so I can get my little maniquin thingy...
*sighs* I want this dream to get off my mind. I hate how I do this. I'm so good at mutlittasking and doing so many things at once, but the moment an idea gets in to my head...its nothing but a onetrackmind from there on out.
*bashes head aganst the desk* Maybe I am just..being parinoid...
Or maybe I just really need sleep that badly...