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jenioctaviaWell, its over. Nothing got resolved and the end result has me very upset.
But I suppose that doesn't matter now does it?
No...of course not...I was just too damn nutural to do shit wasn't I?
...I would make an appology here, but I figure that's not going to matter either. I'm going to upset people anyway...
For what its worth, I will miss everyone...and if you ever feel like I'm worth the time of day, well, you know where to find me.
Goodbye, Hogwarts. Goodbye Lavender and Chiroay and Devlin and Raimi and Trelawney. I will also miss playing...being them...it was fun while it lasted, but I've chosen my side...
Admitedly I'm a bit dissapointed in certain people. I honestly thought there was a level of tolerance and understanding there but I guess I was wrong. I seem to be the only one who understands him, who even wants to so much as stick up for him. Call me his lap bitch, I don't care. I've been where he is now, and it hurts like nothing you could ever possibly imagine. If the shoe's ever on the other foot, don't come looking to me for help.
Not that I expect you to anyway...I just felt it had to be said...
Aaron, Adghal, Jenni, Absie, Lucia, Furu...to you I truly am sorry. Maybe someday you'll forgive me for walking away...
We did have some great times...I'll say that much atleast...
Now I must away...before the tears start falling once more...
But I suppose that doesn't matter now does it?
No...of course not...I was just too damn nutural to do shit wasn't I?
...I would make an appology here, but I figure that's not going to matter either. I'm going to upset people anyway...
For what its worth, I will miss everyone...and if you ever feel like I'm worth the time of day, well, you know where to find me.
Goodbye, Hogwarts. Goodbye Lavender and Chiroay and Devlin and Raimi and Trelawney. I will also miss playing...being them...it was fun while it lasted, but I've chosen my side...
Admitedly I'm a bit dissapointed in certain people. I honestly thought there was a level of tolerance and understanding there but I guess I was wrong. I seem to be the only one who understands him, who even wants to so much as stick up for him. Call me his lap bitch, I don't care. I've been where he is now, and it hurts like nothing you could ever possibly imagine. If the shoe's ever on the other foot, don't come looking to me for help.
Not that I expect you to anyway...I just felt it had to be said...
Aaron, Adghal, Jenni, Absie, Lucia, Furu...to you I truly am sorry. Maybe someday you'll forgive me for walking away...
We did have some great times...I'll say that much atleast...
Now I must away...before the tears start falling once more...
Please, please forgive me. But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up, and barely consious you'll say to no one...
"Isn't something missing?"
Maybe someday you'll look up, and barely consious you'll say to no one...
"Isn't something missing?"
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Date: 2004-02-07 03:04 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-02-07 04:36 am (UTC)Re:
Date: 2004-02-07 05:04 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-02-07 05:11 am (UTC)Yeah.. now all we need is a sane Chiroay.
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Date: 2004-02-07 07:39 am (UTC)::Hugs.::
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Date: 2004-02-07 07:49 am (UTC)And I'm gonna miss you too, Bral.
BTW, for everyone's information I'm -not- leaving Furc. As sleazy of me as this sounds, if you wanna contact me on Jeni I'll usually be in FurN at the Furrabian Hospital.
If not there, then WF as Jenria or Mari.
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Date: 2004-02-07 05:27 pm (UTC)Thank you for lasting so long; Hogwarts needed you to keep it together. May your decision be a wise one and may there be no regrets. Farewell, Jeni.
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