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Poking at my unsuryped Frenchtoast, so lovingly cooked by Beth, alot of thoughts go through my mind.
One is why the fuck don't I have any suruyp in this house. But...I'll worry about that later.
The others are pretty much just about the week I've had, and the fact that I abandoned the computer last night before two am for the first time in months. I left Casey high and dry for RP, but he knew the reason and understood. Still, there was mild guilt there. The two of us have almost been constant in eachother's lives since he came back to AIM and Furc...its like taking a vacation from your family only to realize that you miss them alot more then you ever intended to.
But I've said that before, haven't I?
Anyway...this week has been anything but calm, and I've been gone almost every day this week.
Looking back, actually...I've been gone every day. o.o;
Monday was the whole thing with Beth.
Tuseday, we tried to meet up to go to the mall, and wound up cutting it down to a dinner at KFC in Oregon instead.
Wednesday I went up to Lloyd Center, got my ears periced (the guy's name was Daniel. XD Irony, as I was thinking about the RP from the night before when I got there.), shopped a bit, picked up Casey's birthday gifts, came back home half dead.
Thursday I had class.
Yesterday I went up to Fred Myers and a few other places, sent Casey's birthday gifts, got videos at Hollywood, came back home and cleaned like the domesticated whore I am. Sad thing is, I never even got around to my room.
Then went to pick up Forest and Beth at the Transit center. Got sodas at 7-11, came home, watched Stargate with Casey again, then moved the TV out to the living room and watched Gothika and Dogma, acting like idiots the entire time because that's what happens when we're around one another. ^^;
I gave up my bed to them and slept on the couch. It felt...odd. Its been a month since her passing, and for the most part I've avoided the living room at all costs, even going as far as moving a huge ass TV in to my room so I wouldn't have to go out there to use it. So sleeping there last night, the same place she's slept for over three years (just in different houses), was midly unnerving. At first anyway.
As I started to fall asleep around three am, I felt a strange sort of calmness wash over me and I figured it was okay; I wasn't going to have to go attempt to crawl in to bed with Beth and Forest whining about being scared. >.>;
Beth, who so pointedly said that she didn't have to "wake up at eight in the morning to get up some one elses' kids cause they don't want to do it themselves" decided to instead wake the whole damned household up at 10. ~.~ She'd better not do that to me when we're living together.
But she was nice enough to make breakfast, and even without suryup, its pretty damned good.
I have no idea what's on the agenda for today, but I've got these guys for another two days.
Insanity, ho~
One is why the fuck don't I have any suruyp in this house. But...I'll worry about that later.
The others are pretty much just about the week I've had, and the fact that I abandoned the computer last night before two am for the first time in months. I left Casey high and dry for RP, but he knew the reason and understood. Still, there was mild guilt there. The two of us have almost been constant in eachother's lives since he came back to AIM and Furc...its like taking a vacation from your family only to realize that you miss them alot more then you ever intended to.
But I've said that before, haven't I?
Anyway...this week has been anything but calm, and I've been gone almost every day this week.
Looking back, actually...I've been gone every day. o.o;
Monday was the whole thing with Beth.
Tuseday, we tried to meet up to go to the mall, and wound up cutting it down to a dinner at KFC in Oregon instead.
Wednesday I went up to Lloyd Center, got my ears periced (the guy's name was Daniel. XD Irony, as I was thinking about the RP from the night before when I got there.), shopped a bit, picked up Casey's birthday gifts, came back home half dead.
Thursday I had class.
Yesterday I went up to Fred Myers and a few other places, sent Casey's birthday gifts, got videos at Hollywood, came back home and cleaned like the domesticated whore I am. Sad thing is, I never even got around to my room.
Then went to pick up Forest and Beth at the Transit center. Got sodas at 7-11, came home, watched Stargate with Casey again, then moved the TV out to the living room and watched Gothika and Dogma, acting like idiots the entire time because that's what happens when we're around one another. ^^;
I gave up my bed to them and slept on the couch. It felt...odd. Its been a month since her passing, and for the most part I've avoided the living room at all costs, even going as far as moving a huge ass TV in to my room so I wouldn't have to go out there to use it. So sleeping there last night, the same place she's slept for over three years (just in different houses), was midly unnerving. At first anyway.
As I started to fall asleep around three am, I felt a strange sort of calmness wash over me and I figured it was okay; I wasn't going to have to go attempt to crawl in to bed with Beth and Forest whining about being scared. >.>;
Beth, who so pointedly said that she didn't have to "wake up at eight in the morning to get up some one elses' kids cause they don't want to do it themselves" decided to instead wake the whole damned household up at 10. ~.~ She'd better not do that to me when we're living together.
But she was nice enough to make breakfast, and even without suryup, its pretty damned good.
I have no idea what's on the agenda for today, but I've got these guys for another two days.
Insanity, ho~
