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I cried tonight because of you.

I bled tonight because of you.

I broke things tonight because of you.

I screamed because of you.

I thought long and hard about what I wanted to say here tonight.

But nothing comes to mind.

The words really have been drained from my pencil...


You hurt me, Matt. You hurt me alot. And you've been hurting me for a long time...

I'm not going to walk away. I don't hate you for it. I'll still be here, when my heart decides I can come back to it again.

But you still hurt me.

I said something was going to break. I said it would be me.

Well I did. Shattered. Just like that mirror.

But I don't hate you for it. I just hate my own heart for feeling it.


And I. Breathe. No. More.

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( Letter to Matt.. )