Whew...

After last night I had probably the longest talk with Casey since...well probably since we've met. I basically recited everything that's happened in the past few days, and he laid down what is probably the best, though I have to admit most obvious, advice I've ever recieved. I mean...there were things there that I should have seen from the beginning, but I suppose I was just blinded by my own ambition to remain the same as I've always been, to the best of my ability.

In short, he told me (after I figured out that all my previous relationships had been nothing but wirlwind dating sessions that I jumped in to with no regard for the concequences) that I needed to just slow the hell down, that's not what love was about, and it was time to just start over, and start right. Put in his own words, the whole things was serious catharsis. So, offically, lemmie say thank you, Casey. You really are the coolest fucking person ever. :D

Mom and I went all freaking over today. And the good thing about it...even though I was exhausted, when I woke up I felt great. And its gone on all day. I'm not depressed or anything. I even bought a dress! Gasp. :o Though I think I look a bit like T'shia from Mad Mad House in it, but hey, it fits and it looks good! I got an angel candle holder from Goodwill, and some sushi, mint wafers, and more Miso soup bowls from Trader Joes. I love that place as much as Mom. xD

I finished Chapter 1 of my novel today, so I'm really proud about that.

Now that's all that's left is Stargate SG-1 season fanale and starting Chapter 2.

I love it when I have good days. ^_^;