Feel? Feel love, feel joy. feel strength, feel pain. feel everything. When i was on antidepressants i learned something important. it's better to feel pain than to not feel anything. when my grandma died i couldn't feel the pain of it. finally, months later when i was off the medicine, i saw her funeral tract thing; and i lost it. all that pain i didn't feel at her funeral was suddenly crashing over me like a tsunami. Pain sucks, but at least its something. *Hugs* but you have all of us. we're always here for you. and we love you. more than you could ever imagine. our hearts are ripped open when we see you in pain. we want to take you into our arms and hold you, to make the pain go away. you're a little far for that but remember that even if you are far away, love doesn't degrade in the miles, it's still just as fresh and powerful when it gets to you as it is when it leaves the heart.
I love you Jeni. if you need to know what to feel, feel love.
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Date: 2008-05-01 03:57 am (UTC)Feel love, feel joy. feel strength, feel pain. feel everything.
When i was on antidepressants i learned something important. it's better to feel pain than to not feel anything. when my grandma died i couldn't feel the pain of it. finally, months later when i was off the medicine, i saw her funeral tract thing; and i lost it. all that pain i didn't feel at her funeral was suddenly crashing over me like a tsunami.
Pain sucks, but at least its something.
*Hugs* but you have all of us. we're always here for you. and we love you. more than you could ever imagine. our hearts are ripped open when we see you in pain. we want to take you into our arms and hold you, to make the pain go away. you're a little far for that but remember that even if you are far away, love doesn't degrade in the miles, it's still just as fresh and powerful when it gets to you as it is when it leaves the heart.
I love you Jeni. if you need to know what to feel, feel love.
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Date: 2008-05-01 04:58 am (UTC)