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jenioctaviaI told myself when I started that I wasn't going to let it get to me that I didn't wind up being a cook after all.
I told myself that I should be happy. It was a job. Besides that, I got time to work on things I never would have been able to working in a kitchen. I mean...a web comic, me. That's pretty cool.
I told myself...
that it wouldn't be like Fry's. And even though it wasn't Adobe, I could make it fun like Adobe.
I told myself...
everything would be okay.
I'll move up.
I'll make something of myself.
People will be proud of me...
I'll make something of myself...
Now this FUCK of an asskisser gets an L2 position. None of us have been formally informed because its OBVIOUS how upset we'll all be that some one who was hired the same time as us, went through the same trianing as us, managed to shmooze with the right behinds and get a position that I actually wanted.
I'm getting ignored for the most part, as any and all of my contributions to the team are pretty much being brushed aside with an 'huhu that'snice' attitude.
This bitch who WAS my friend at first started ignoring me and is apparently talking shit about me AND everyone else on the team.
I got left today ALONE with no senior, no support whatsoever because we were moving sections and for whatever reason they thought this was OKAY. I COULD HAVE SERIOUSLY FUCKED UP A CALL I GOT AND NO ONE CARED. And when I DID tell a senior about it he basically acted like I knew nothing, and he already knew everything and that what I needed to do to fix the problem was OHSOOBVIOUS.
Fuck...
you know...there was a time when I said I wasn't going to bitch about how shitty my life was on this thing anymore. That all I did was sound whiny.
But...right now..
its not that my life is shitty, its that my situation leaves ALOT to be desired.
Fuck them.
In a year, I'm gone. I'll save up money, I'll do the things I wanna do this year, and come 2007 I'm going back to college.
Fuck them.
I told myself that I should be happy. It was a job. Besides that, I got time to work on things I never would have been able to working in a kitchen. I mean...a web comic, me. That's pretty cool.
I told myself...
that it wouldn't be like Fry's. And even though it wasn't Adobe, I could make it fun like Adobe.
I told myself...
everything would be okay.
I'll move up.
I'll make something of myself.
People will be proud of me...
I'll make something of myself...
Now this FUCK of an asskisser gets an L2 position. None of us have been formally informed because its OBVIOUS how upset we'll all be that some one who was hired the same time as us, went through the same trianing as us, managed to shmooze with the right behinds and get a position that I actually wanted.
I'm getting ignored for the most part, as any and all of my contributions to the team are pretty much being brushed aside with an 'huhu that'snice' attitude.
This bitch who WAS my friend at first started ignoring me and is apparently talking shit about me AND everyone else on the team.
I got left today ALONE with no senior, no support whatsoever because we were moving sections and for whatever reason they thought this was OKAY. I COULD HAVE SERIOUSLY FUCKED UP A CALL I GOT AND NO ONE CARED. And when I DID tell a senior about it he basically acted like I knew nothing, and he already knew everything and that what I needed to do to fix the problem was OHSOOBVIOUS.
Fuck...
you know...there was a time when I said I wasn't going to bitch about how shitty my life was on this thing anymore. That all I did was sound whiny.
But...right now..
its not that my life is shitty, its that my situation leaves ALOT to be desired.
Fuck them.
In a year, I'm gone. I'll save up money, I'll do the things I wanna do this year, and come 2007 I'm going back to college.
Fuck them.
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Date: 2006-03-31 06:50 am (UTC)i love ya lots sweetie
love always
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