Fuck it in the ear! (again)

"Alright Stream..
you fucktards...
your attendance policy is BULLSHIT. And yeah, maybe I should have been more careful, but yehknow what? You're not the only place I can get hired, yehknow...

So yehknow what?

Two big middle fingers WAAAAY in the air.
FUCK YOU, STREAM INTERNATIONAL ECE! FUCK YOU IN THE EAR!

Imma go work for Netflix, you biznatches. >)
(or something like that. XD)

Any minute now...my ship is coming in...I keep checking the horizon...and I'll stand on the bow...and feel waves come crashing...come crashing down down down...on me...and you say "be still my love, open up your heart, let the light shine in"...don't you understand? I already have a plan...I'm waiting for my real life to begin..."

-That's what I posted on dA and in my forum, but I figure here I should expand a little bit...

See I kinda sorta halfway knew this was coming when it was revealed to me that one of my previous absences had never rolled off. It still came as a shock that they finally did it (since Joel was always so good at pulling my ass out of the fire should the need arise. This time around, though, he did all he could and it just wasn't enough), so, yeah, I DID cry...

but unlike when I got my ass booted from Fry's (fuck them in the ear too! :D), I recovered after about 20 minutes or so and went...

"Yehknow what. Fuck 'em. I don't need it. The job market in Portland is hella good right now (already got three prospective places!), and yehknow, this is just the kind of sign I needed that I should get off my ass and finally go back to college. I wasn't really looking FOWARD to my new position anyway. In fact I was partially dreading it. Maybe not the most graceful way to leave, but fuck, whatever man. Thier attendance policy sucked ass anyway. Doctors notes...fuck...not everyone goes to the doctors you fucktards!"

Okay, so I used the word 'fuck' alot, and it ALMOST sounds like a justification for my actions. Trust me, its NOT. I don't justfy that I really COULD have been more careful about my attendance at all, and I take full responsiblity for what happened. But I seriously was looking at being on Adobe again and realized over the course of the training that I just didn't want to do it, which, in the end, would have resulted in poor preformance ANYWAY. I loved my classmates, they were totally awesome, and I know they're gonna do great out there, but it just wasn't for me. I wasn't feeling it, yehknow?

For the record, though, I knew my shit like whoa. XD I still had a TON of knowlage from my old days at Adobe. The only thing I regret (other than the way it happened) was that I'm not gonna be able to get my hands on some of that nice beta stuff. Dern.

But hey, if I go back to college, hellooooo educational pricing!

Anyway, I went and got a hair cut (previously planned action, decided ti still do it) and I feel really good about myself. Tomorrow I'll get some apps out there and keep my hopes high.

I ain't letting this shit get me down, yo! *triumphant pose

PS: TOTALLY convinced January is just a shitty time for jobs for me. XD