Mar. 30th, 2004

jenioctavia: (Happy Meal)
First, a few quiz..er...thingies...

La~ )

I'm still having problems with FASFA. Go figure. They say that CCC is on my list of schools but CCC says otherwise. SO I have to go back tomorrow. Woopdefreakingdo. I was hoping to atleast have one day off this week. e_e;

Mike and I were pretty much arguing from the first time he called me today. Which is why when we met up at the house, it suprised me how civil he was towards me. Our usual touchy subject of me being without a liscence was only brought up twice durring the whole time together. He took me out to dinner and we have probably the most indepth conversation of my entire life. I was shocked. Mike and I have always had such a shakey relationship for various reason, but tonight he even went so far as to admit that he really worries about me. We talked about my finances and my current health and things like that. He said that if I start walking every day for a month, he'll pay my minimum on my credit card. After dinner he took me to Safeway to stock up on food stuffs and then took me home.

Okay so I skipped something...

Visiting Mom...

So far its still not conclusive as to what's going on, but they're pretty sure its an infection. Seeing her was tough though...I started crying the minute I saw her. She's barely consious, and can't really respond much. She was awake for some of the time and looked at Mike and I, but she didn't say much more then a few words. Its hard seeing her like this and I'm really worried if she's going to be able to pull out. *sighs* So I'm on my own for a while. Great. -_-;

Shower time. Cha. <3

No...

Mar. 30th, 2004 05:54 pm
jenioctavia: (Shatter)
It all goes to hell...

And all I can do is sit here and cry...

The one who thought she had a handle on things, nothing more then a clever guise and the ability to hide pain with a smile.

It is a cosmic joke

Taken one step too far...

It should be me in that hospital bed...

I wish I had a reason
My flaws are open season
For this I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying...

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