That wasn't the case at all. I try really hard not to complain, and if I do anyway, then, well, fuck it, I'm sorry. But when I DO complain ... mrgh.

I wasn't happy. I'm a little better now, but I'm still not happy. And I don't like that one of the people I'd HOPE would put up with my bitching ignored me when I was. If I'm totally wrong about that, then fine, I won't expect anything, but fuck it all, it hurt. I still want to scream at you for it, and I know I'm probably not justified to do so in the least.