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Ever been taken advantage of?
Sucks, don't it? I'm sure its happened to everyone at some point. I'm still not sure if my feelings are validated on the situation, if I should actually be upset as I am, but...well, its over, and there's shit all I can do about it.

*sigh*

So yeah, its been a crappy month, but...not as crappy as it could be, and its looking better.

Basically, Morgen said a friend was going to 'visit'. We knew it was going to be about three weeks, which we were okay with.

But three weeks became damn near a month. And in the end it turned out the friend never had a return ticket, was actually up here looking for work and an apartment to get with HER even though she'd already become our roommate. He wasn't visiting, he was living with us, and neither of them ever made that clear. Various bits of information continued to get dropped on us while he was here. And we finally made it clear that we did not appricate being taken advantage of, that they both needed to leave, they took almost a week to finally do so, continually saying "oh we're finding some one to stay with, promise." Mind you, Morgen has a mother who has a house which they very well could have stayed at. Even after the friend was finally some where else, she kept coming back because it was 'convient to get to work' from.

Mostly I was hurt. The longer they were here, the less I was able to stay in the living room around them.  I felt invaded, and I missed when it was just Joe and Krissie and I. And I realized I've become quite the throwrug in certain situations. I just clam up now and won't say anything. Krissie's become the middleman, so to speak, and I just can't bring myself to confront people anymore.

Damnit, JobCorps, what did you do to me? ._.

But, in some small way, we're a little vindicated from their actions. At the last second Equity Apartments decided that they were no longer going to take Stream as a prefered employer, thus bumping their move in rate up almost a thousand dollars, with no way to get out of it. HAH. >_>;

So yeah, that's why I've been so absent as of late. Seriously, I've been so stressed that I actually had a migrane for three days. THREE DAYS. Its gone now, but ohgod I thought something was wrong with me.

BUT. In other news.
Deli = win.
I love it there. Its exhausting work. Horribly so at times. Closing shifts can be really insane. But I still love it. I've actually lost weight, almost down to a 26. Hopefully I'll get a few more sizes down by my sister's wedding next year (yeah, Koto finally found some one better than Darrin! =D).

Also, Twilight Princess stole my soul for like...EVER. XD Such an awesome game, though.

I'm more back now, and despite how tired work makes me I want to get more back in to my internet life again. I kinda miss it. XD Me = geek. Yupyup.

Definately going to Kumoricon. Ellen actually called me today going "You gonna enter stuff, hu hu hu? Do more blanket fic! BLANKET FIC!" XD;

Of course I am, Ellen. Of course. 8D

So...yeah, that's the whole story.

ZEEND! (for now)